Kawad stuff again .. duhs

my kawad problem had solved =) im glad that they quit from my squad.. but i pretended not knwing that they already quit bcoz they din even inform me anything. i jz heard that through their frens who is ys's spy =D so that they would get punished or sumting by teacher xD im happy when i saw them get scolded by pn zarina.

but another problem had arised. my squad not enuf ppl. i've tried to find ppl n ask ppl to pull more ppl in. but still not enuf. currently still lack of 2 person. i hv no idea on wat to do. sports day is around d corner..zz.. i have 2 more days to find ppl b4 the rehearsal of sports day. i hope i can make it. ytd i been complained by cik A. she told me that my squad ady wrong. huh? wat i did? i told miss L bout it and she pulled me to ask her .. lol. cik A told that when gvin respect that time wrong. its actually normal walk but not slow down n smaller the steps. except if v wear skirts but v r not. i try to change it today but she keep telling wrong. wat the. i was like quite embarrased n i duno wat to do. she keep telling wrong. she kept ask my squad to widen their steps. all oso like huh? how to do? v r ranjers. not man. thatss d max distance v can move =) gal wert. mz b gentle even in marching.

she complain again n again. at last. i told them dont care. jz do wat v have done.. lol. i duno wat she say. i ady change when she say v were wrong. but after v change. it looks even messier. it was so ewwww! i told all of them go n back drink more honey xD to get prepare b4 sports day n to build up their sweety voice. ahahahaaa ~ i reli hope that v could get at least 2nd runner up. but im sure ranjers dont get this chance as v only won for once for such a long time. i think its during 2006 or 2007 if im not mistaken. i have set my goal. to get at least 2nd runner up. i blif i can. n so do my squad. n to turn d black gang down =) without them i oso can get rank =D to prove that they r ntg for us. not a single effect

v dont hope u goo

when v were in the school. v kept thinking of wat to buy, wat souvenir to gv kalok .. d last present v could gv him. after this.. v rarely have this chance.. no.. it mayb never. he will leave us 4eva. i guess.. v still dont hv d ability to take a flight oversea.

he insisted to leave although v had persuaded him for such a long time. he told me that its bcoz of family prob. ytd. i knw from my frens that he is unhappy. coz of sumting. he dont get any surprises from the person he want. that guy had a little anger too.. unfortunately, b4 i can hear everything he say, my line dc. i got fed up with my line bcoz it continuously making me frustrated. after that without sms inform him i str8 away got to bed as im exhausted with my daily schedule.. its only those insane mans can withstand my timetable. duhs!

at 1st v were reli out of idea on wat to gv him.. shirt ? purse ? wat else ? its all ordinary thing. its like.. not valuable n not memorable for him.. i thought b4 to gv him bear bear xD at least when he missing us = hug that bear =) yeahh! but do guys keep bear ? no of coz..zz.. so its a useless idea. my idea had banned. thrfore xuan came out an idea of gving him a watch with malaysian time. so that he could contact us depending on d time.. LOL! then i ask 'wat if it ran out of battery?'.. no 1 ans my question.. after that i think of gving him a keychain with our initial name. at least he could keep it. i guess its d oni souvenir v could think of. v reli couldnt let him go. tomoro its his lasst day in tpg. i 100% goin out so that i wont miss d last chance to see him. he will leave tpg at 5++pm. even mying try her best to go out just to see him.

hope he is fine all the way ~ if he could stay in msia of coz its d best for all of us. u r owez in our mind. it ady stick in our permanent site of our brain =) v miss euu lots ..

aihs .. KALOK

today v, the sohpoz, planned to have a farewell party for kalok .. not party actually .. its just to call him out for a dinner.. n to meet him for a last time instead..

i called him out ytd.. he still not reli sure bout that but he promised mii d.. n today.. when i was on9 in d afternoon.. he find mii n told mii that he cant out >.<>

1 by 1 arrived.. all keep ss with him .. its our last time to ss with him d.. i finally got 1 pic which i most satisfied xD which shown up thr xP after that i walked to tt which cs.. n sat is d reli last day to see him d.. aihs ~ miss him so much

KALOK .. dont go lerr .. stay in msia.. dont go hk .. v reli cannot let euu goo T.T

freaking BLACK n BROWN

hell yeaa.. i now quite frustrated with them.. their attitudes, behaviors.. every1 knws well.. esp students like us who had been in d same boat with them for 5 years.. no.. its more than that .. ITS 11.. it had been 11 years.. n yet.. their like childish kid..

not satisfy with mii rite ? euu all tot euu all got more experience than mii rite ? y dont euu tell teacher ? n ask her to change squad leader.. tell her ur reason.. i dont even care im a squad leader onot.. n i dont think i suit to b too.. im tired of this.. attendance not even once is full.. some of them.. which means euu all especially.. gave mii numerous reasons for not cuming marching.. tt laa.. kertas kerja laa.. wth.. 1 more thing i most dissatisfy ytd.. i ady gv 50mins rest b4 d marching start.. n.. euu can late marching for 20MINS.. n d reasons u gv is euu jz fin eating..50mins not enuf time for euu ? y others can do it whr as euu cant ? n euu dare to argue with mii sumo.. ady absent for so many days..

marching that time all sumo chit chatting.. i dont allow n scolded euu all.. euu all sumo unhappy.. feeling angry.. im jz like kicking euu all out from my squad if i reli can do it.. euu r ntg for mii.. ur experience.. is no more precious.. useless.. with all ur attitudes.. nobody will satisfy with euu all.. euu all r jz making ppl even hate euu all.. blif mii ! euu all tot same age with mii means euu all got d power not to attend d marching lesson i held or wat ? same age doesnt mean anything.. dont think that euu all can go above mii n control mii..

thats all bout d all black person.. brown person is jz ordinary for mii.. quite obedient.. LOL .. except for 1.. i was just wanted to slap her.. i got that feeling.. but of coz i knw how to control.. btw.. she told mii that she wana quit from marching coz of she is bz .. she bz ? bz of spbt.. spbt got wat to do ? she told mii that spbt enter duno wat competition laa.. duhs.. i dont care.. futhermore.. d spbt teacher i hate him so much.. yahs.. euu bz..then im not bz ? i think i got more stuff than euu.. marching.. pariwarta.. prefect.. all these r not works ? im as d others.. im in tension.. im stress too.. i told teacher bout this n she dot let any1 to quit.. i told her that n she say fine..

as i held so many practices, she jz came for once.. ONLY ONCE.. n d once is within 1h.. n today.. i saw her.. she din even came for practice.. i ask her y.. d 1st sentence she told mii is 'can i quit?'.. my anger came back d.. d expressions she gave is like she is not happy n.. i duno how to describe.. those who knws her may knw.. n lots of them hates her too.. jz now ys told mii that last time.. our fren threw her calculator into d river.. n until now.. she still duno this incident.. i ask her y she throw n she told that our fren frustarated of her d.. coz of something.. i duno wat thing n i dont want to knw.. DUHSSSSS..

now.. im just like to SLAP ALL OF THEM ! to release my anger =)

my book fall into d drain @.@

finally .. my line was fixed xD thx to my papa n pls.. i beg euu all.. kick streamyx ass.. made mii suffer for duno how many days n weeks..

this few days bz for ranjer's marching only.. seems thrs no time for any other activity including hmwork n on9.. once euu reach home.. euu feel like goin onto bed and have a perfect rest.. n thrs goes with slping.. ahhhh ~ until d nx day of morning.. ohh gosh !! this is wat a student life is.. sch, koku, tt, slp.. they are repeating everyday until v had no more battery to move on for another activity.. not even a time to relax..

today i've something to tell.. its quite embarassing for mii @.@ when i reach sch.. 1st thing i do for sure is open d car door =) without open it how euu get into sch ? lol .. lame joke.. k.. normal back.. once i open.. i duno i suddenly lost control.. my books which i hold fall out of my hand.. n .. they scattered over d roadside of sch main gate n my mathematics textbook fell into d drain >.< it =".="">

after a long time

its been a time since i cant get to write any single post.. thx to STREAMYX .. its freaking bored without internet in my life T.T i had could write a short briefing now ~

5th jan had a prefect meeting.. d head of biro keselamatan n biro tindakan were officially switched.. im d head of tindakan.. i tot my biro its just about spotcheck.. but.. its within of wat im thinking.. zzzz.. but until today i still haven done anything with it..

7th badminton meeting.. our new teacher in charge of this club is pn asidah >.< i prefer my old teacher rather than her.. she sumo urged us to bring a racquet everytime v meet.. if not v gonna clean this n that, pick up rubbish.. for those didnt have any racquet mz buy 1.. y dont she sponsor us or take from pj store instead of wasting our $$ ?

9th as usual dixon fetch mii to ts after acc tt..xD.. n again.. ROLLER SKATE.. 11 sumting v left thr n head to siang mlm .. mii, ys, dix, vic, chai.. n v back at 1.30..

10th is sun.. i hate sun coz i had 2 tt.. from 12-5.. i tot after 5 i can go ts coz my bro back from thr at 5.. but chai phone mii for dinner .. so i went with him n v reach ts at 9 @.@ when i reach thr i str8 kena booom from cs n kc.. coz i promised them that i can b in ts at 5.. lol.. after i reach i go in play roller skate again without any charge xD.. i used cs resit.. n i had to back at 10.30 as papa ady nagged..

12th.. 6.30 oni get to back home coz of latihan sukan + tt.. damn tired.. n d nx day.. means 13th jan.. i've lost.. i've beaten down.. im sick .. lol..

14th.. i woke up at 6am.. i feel ntg d.. i feel my sick had recovered.. but.. i pretend slping xD

3rd January

soo fast.. new year.. new life.. awwwww !! i jz missed my past year lots..

anyway.. today.. i went for my 1st kursus for undang-undang.. so i need to be awake at 7++am..>.< after that i went for my breakfast b4 goin sentosa.. hmmms.. after v took d colour blind test, its our kursus time.. bowink time !! for 5h in d classs.. listen to them.. while slping..xD.. i slp for almost an hour in d classs but d speakers doesnt wake neither mii nor the others up.. instead.. he still continue wat he wana say.. lol .. so.. my kursus end at 3pm..

after that.. as usual.. sentral again..xD.. at 1st.. i tot sat is my last day of skating.. i promised myself not to go again today.. but.. I FAILED TO DO THAT.. n once again.. n d last time for this holiday.. i went skating.. with d same gang .. today.. damn packed with ppl.. hard to skatee.. after skating.. v head to pelita for our dinner.. then v cont skate again.. around 10.30 chai fetch mii back..

and again.. papa blaa mii again.. coz.. he doesnt like i sit motor.. now.. i hope i can fasta fin my kursus =)

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010 SPM YEAR GUYS

yeaa.. as it written.. ITS NEW YEAR 2010 .. SPM @.@

31 dec
went out at 12pm for registration stuff.. registration for motor license .. yippeee ^^ b4 going out .. papa sumo asking mii izit serious of taking motor license ? >.< .. swtt.. i wanted for long time ago d.. i knw its dangerous.. n.. i knw i duno how to drive yet.. xD .. jz.. let mii have this chance to go for it.. at least.. nx time i go out i can go by myself.. LOL..

after that.. went ts for skating..xD i reli addicted that much .. i couldnt get rid of it d.. but.. it seems i need to stop playing that as this year is my DEAD YEAR @.@ so.. after that v played from 1++ until 12++.. i cant resist it and i jz didnt attend von's party bcoz of this .. sowriee guys n gals.. esp sohpoz.. T.T

its almost 12.. thrs games n performances.. hahaa.. n all of us countdown together while roller skate.. yellings here n thr.. its such a fun moment .. hahaa.. after that went von party for awhile n it seems every1 going back ..zzzzz.. within a moment i went yamcha with chai.. unconciously.. v yamcha until almost 3 @.@.. n d most surprise is papa nvr phone mii..xD .. when i get back home.. every1 slp d.. haha..

1st P/S : im SOWRIEEE to all sohpoz for my absence to the party.. n those who awaiting my presence in d party.. im reli sowrieee.. greatful meaningful apologise presented by notti @.@ hope euu all forgive mii T.T

2nd P/S : HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERY1.. i wish euu guys had a wonderful moment during new year eve.. n .. once again.. for SPM candidates this year.. DONT NERVOUS..