26 January 2010

freaking BLACK n BROWN

hell yeaa.. i now quite frustrated with them.. their attitudes, behaviors.. every1 knws well.. esp students like us who had been in d same boat with them for 5 years.. no.. its more than that .. ITS 11.. it had been 11 years.. n yet.. their like childish kid..

not satisfy with mii rite ? euu all tot euu all got more experience than mii rite ? y dont euu tell teacher ? n ask her to change squad leader.. tell her ur reason.. i dont even care im a squad leader onot.. n i dont think i suit to b too.. im tired of this.. attendance not even once is full.. some of them.. which means euu all especially.. gave mii numerous reasons for not cuming marching.. tt laa.. kertas kerja laa.. wth.. 1 more thing i most dissatisfy ytd.. i ady gv 50mins rest b4 d marching start.. n.. euu can late marching for 20MINS.. n d reasons u gv is euu jz fin eating..50mins not enuf time for euu ? y others can do it whr as euu cant ? n euu dare to argue with mii sumo.. ady absent for so many days..

marching that time all sumo chit chatting.. i dont allow n scolded euu all.. euu all sumo unhappy.. feeling angry.. im jz like kicking euu all out from my squad if i reli can do it.. euu r ntg for mii.. ur experience.. is no more precious.. useless.. with all ur attitudes.. nobody will satisfy with euu all.. euu all r jz making ppl even hate euu all.. blif mii ! euu all tot same age with mii means euu all got d power not to attend d marching lesson i held or wat ? same age doesnt mean anything.. dont think that euu all can go above mii n control mii..

thats all bout d all black person.. brown person is jz ordinary for mii.. quite obedient.. LOL .. except for 1.. i was just wanted to slap her.. i got that feeling.. but of coz i knw how to control.. btw.. she told mii that she wana quit from marching coz of she is bz .. she bz ? bz of spbt.. spbt got wat to do ? she told mii that spbt enter duno wat competition laa.. duhs.. i dont care.. futhermore.. d spbt teacher i hate him so much.. yahs.. euu bz..then im not bz ? i think i got more stuff than euu.. marching.. pariwarta.. prefect.. all these r not works ? im as d others.. im in tension.. im stress too.. i told teacher bout this n she dot let any1 to quit.. i told her that n she say fine..

as i held so many practices, she jz came for once.. ONLY ONCE.. n d once is within 1h.. n today.. i saw her.. she din even came for practice.. i ask her y.. d 1st sentence she told mii is 'can i quit?'.. my anger came back d.. d expressions she gave is like she is not happy n.. i duno how to describe.. those who knws her may knw.. n lots of them hates her too.. jz now ys told mii that last time.. our fren threw her calculator into d river.. n until now.. she still duno this incident.. i ask her y she throw n she told that our fren frustarated of her d.. coz of something.. i duno wat thing n i dont want to knw.. DUHSSSSS..

now.. im just like to SLAP ALL OF THEM ! to release my anger =)

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