sad ?

k .. wat causes mii to write this post ? i 4gotten wat i wana write d.. haha..

1st of all.. papa finally back from china.. he bought 2 phones from thr.. 2 or 3 i duno.. i jz knw that 1 for mii.. n.. without seeing it.. i refused to take it.. n i duwan to have it.. + that time im not in d mood.. futhermore.. i dont reli like china hp.. after not long.. i ask bro to take that hp for mii to see.. i dont feel any nice.. zz.. not fascinating.. sumo say its pink >.<

all d mans surronds mii.. tells mii that i got a lot frens laaa.. this n that.. sumtimes.. they would jz say i ignored them n goo mix with d other gang.. wat i can do ? sumtimes.. its kind of awkward.. mayb its my playful attitude i guesss that makes euu all feels mii lidat.. i like to mix here n thr.. kacau here n thr.. sumtimes i admit.. coz sum of d gang i quite a long time din contact d.. i knw that ignorance its just AWFUL !! sumtimes.. its bcoz he/she is alone.. n.. i knw.. when i ask ppl out.. sumtimes.. none of them willing to out.. coz scared they would b ignored by mii.. n they will feel like huh ? damn bored.. soo they prefer find a frens of his/her to acc for safety measure..

after thinking.. i dont feel this year i could go through a happy bday.. as ppl says.. i got soo many gang.. DUHS !! makes sense huh ? yeaaa.. got A, B, C.. soo.. they would think that that gang would celebrate for mii d so v nonit celebrate d loo.. all oso thinks lidat.. as d conclusion.. i rather stay in d hse.. or mayb i go kl ? its beta.. i guess.. i would prefer to celebrate on d real date rather than celebrate earlier.. i duno y.. i prefer that.. mayb coz i duwan celebrate early so that i wont get alone n bored on d real day ? bsides.. tpg has no whr to goo.. aihs.. i missing last 2 years bday.. last 2 years was bcoz my most beloved is celebrating with mii..last year.. just bcoz i can go out until late at nite..

end up here..
* 12.41am - 23 dec 2009

wish ping n hung have a memorable bday this year .. ^^ happy bday guy n gal muacks ~